When is the best time to pay back????? If you ask me..........bulan rejab is a good month to start fasting and reconcile punya reconcile huh banyak juga puasa yang aku belum bayar lagi. Jadi aku dah mula berpuasa minggu lepas lagi .....just to prepare myself for this Rejab. Insyaallah aku akan cuba teruskan hingga Syaaban .....eh of course with a week break in between and the weekends.

Alhamdullillah and god willing it will be my 8th day of fasting today. And I am already wondering what to cook for break fast this evening. Last week when I started fasting decided not to eat rice....thought it would be good to change my diet and cut down on my carbohydrates. Check out the health recipes.com and decided to have lots of fruits, salads and tried out their recipe on sphagetti.....hmm not bad it was very filling but unfortunately lasted me three days je. Fourth day GASTRIC menyerang lah pulak. Thought I had food poisoining but confirm later it was gastric. So since that day I have to eat small portion of rice untuk buka puasa. Sahur makan roti dua keping susu IGG satu glass..hmm baru okey alhamdullillah.

May be this evening I'll try Friend Ginger, Spring Onion and Fish Fillet with Flat Rice Noodles (Kuehtiow) just got the recipe from Star yesterday. Asyik2 makan nasi pun muak juga......hmm kalau lapar lagi pi nasi kandar le for super...he he he.

Selamat menyambut bulan Rejab dan sama samalah kita memperbanyakkan lagi amal ibadat ddalam bulan yang mulia ini.

What a boring day..........time in the office just past 4.00pm and believe it or not theres only three people in the office including me. Apparently after the much wosen haze last week ramai yang demam. Just this afternoon I had to sent one home as she was sneezing all the way this morning. Before it spreads to the rest of us.......actually come to think of it I may be the cause of it started having flu last week...got it from Fahmi I guess.

Actually wanted to post some photos here....then I realized that I left my camera at home. Anyway
maybe I'll do it tomorrow. My god nothing seems to go right today. Started off with heavy traffic this morning sampai office 9.40 am..........staff pulak ramai on mc........work pending..........mum upset and cried she wants new curtains for Sobr's wedding..........just the thing to complete my day! Hopefully it is not going to continue for the rest of the days to come. God let it be smooth sailing this week!

Last weekend Leha & family spent a night at my house. Hanafi masuk UITM, Merbok Sg Petani. The whole gang was there with exception of Hafizah. Frankly speaking, I was a bit nervous playing hosts for Leha's family especially her mum-in-law. I had my house cleaned a week before they came. Actually the weekend where Kiyah and family decided to drop by. Jadi did not do a good job in playing hosts for Kiyah instead took them out for lunch and shopping. Sorry ye!

Back to Leha....surprsingly her mum-in-law was great. No big fuss...aku je yang uncomfortable..Leha, Mail, Amira and Fahmi expected to arrive only on Saturday as they only arrive back from Beijing Friday evening. So to avoid unneccessary delay for Hanafi on the registration day Aizuddin, Hanafi and their grandma came Friday morning....Imagine playing hosts for them without having my sister around.....panic juga. I guess having guests in the house sleeping over is not very common for me... So far after six years in Sg Petani, Leha was my 2nd sleep over guests. 1st was Taufik and family about three years ago itupun masa hantar Romanov. Anyway I hope they were comfortable although Mail and Aizuddn had to sleep in the living room as the ladies occupied the guest room. Fahmi yang best he sleeps with us (Man and me) in our room. Cute sangat siap story story cuddle cuddle lagi.

I guess I can expect more of their visits now that Hanafi is studying here in SP. At least I can tell my children to maintain the cleaniness of the house. So far after one week ...maintain clean..anyone for a night in SP????you're most welcome!

God! Didn't realise it has been a month since my last blog. So many things that has happened in June so much so you did not realize it just dissappear in thin air????? Highlights for the month Mum got admitted in KPJ, Kajang hospital on 2nd of June and Syamil's admission in MMU on the 9th of June. Alhamdullillah everything went well.

Syamil on the other hand, was having his first anxiety attack during the registration day. He was having cold sweat all of the sudden and begin to vomits. Took him three days to get himself adjusted with the surroundings. And now after almost a month he begins to enjoy his life in the campus. He says its so much different now and life in the campus is far away from what he has expected. Well good for him. Praying and hoping he will succeed till the end and makes a better life for himself in the future.

Takziah to Kamal and family kerana kembalinya ayahanda tercinta ke rahmatullah pada malam Ahad 1hb Julai baru baru ini. ALfatihah.

.............29 days to go and half the year is gone. Wondering what's my accomplishment so far this year??? Hmmmm.......... for a start I managed to come out with this FP..... .my god what else???? I have gained few more miserable pounds.....not exactly an accomplishment right? Must have more adventure in my life.....dah tua tua nie pulak la nak adventure.....

Lets see from my list of 2007 resolutions....I managed to achieve four things and six more yet to be accomplished. Can I achieve any of those within 29 days????? Tough! well at least I am determined to accomplish another four from my list before the year ends......the other two.....kalau ikut fomula susah sikit lah will power tak kuat sangat .....susah nak turunkan 20kg nie ...and then the exercise which am not consistent. Parah...nie!!!

Happy Birthday son. Went shopping for his gift, unfortunately don't know what to buy. Ideal stuff was too costly.....end up buying a bucket of KFC, half kilo of blueberry birthday cake, a soccer ball and a birthday card with some cash. Told him to save and spend it wisely.

First thing he asked me is when can I take him to make his very own Identity Card. Ya Allah! how could I have forgotten......Syafiy the baby is now 12...!!! Time to apply for his I/C......

This was not planned...ingat Syafiy start extra classes on Sunday apparently he got the date and day mixedup. Apparently it was on Monday. So decided to take a drive to Penang. Actually it was the father's idea as he wanted a taste of Nasi Dalca Glugor best in town. His favourite breakfast meal. Our breakfast ended at about 10.30 am and decided to check out the new Queensbay Mall. It is really very huge. Lebih kurang Mid Valley, in KL. Tak larat nak jalan itupun tak cover semua area. Kebetulan pulak Astro was organising the Gegak Gemilang 50 tahun merdeka. One of the Astro staff approached me to join in the early bird quiz for family. There was already about ten families for the quiz so we made the eleventh. Simple quiz mostly about Astro Channels and Syazan got all of them right so we emerged the winner ingat dapat kereta ke? Astro Max ke? rupanya first prize dapat goody bag Astro. Jadi le...always wonder what was in the bag now I know....two astro kirana keychains, one box of coco crunch and one astro bag.

Then we stayed on to watch the concert until 6 pm. Had a glance of the AF 5 champion, the pretty and petite Mila.She is really very small just like Sameeha. Supprisingly the Penanites supported Aswad more than Mila. Dekna personally is very pretty and kasi gegar....aizad who did not make it to the final was actually cute and vocally memang best.....Yang paling kesian tengok AF stars yang lama dah kurang perhatian......even Zahid did not get that much attention from the public.

Syafiy had his chance for fame when he got his picture taken (if selected) for PIC ME series in Astro Ceria Channel 24. Tapi dia malulah pulak......posing pun macam softy je .....lepas tu menyesal tak bagi pose yang xtreme.

Anyway Day Two was fun too.

As planned, I brought the children to the new water world carnival in Sg Petani the first ever for Kedah state. Not as big as Sunway Lagoon or Bukit Merah Laketown resort but oklay jugak. The children had a blast.....the parents pulak had a taste of RM10.00 nasi goreng each which was worth RM2.50 outside. Entrance fee RM22.00 for adult and RM16.00 for school children. So check it out the next time you happen to be in SP.

Two weeks break. Where to? Nowhere in particular. Nazrin and Hanim are off to Cherating tomorrow for three nights. Ajak aku sama......tapi tarikh tak sesuailah pulak. Now days you have to check with the children's schedule before planning apa apa.... Syafiy ada extra classes gerak gempur UPSR for 5 days beginning this Sunday and Syazan pulak selected to participate in Cinta Alam excursion to Alor Star and Perlis for a week beginning 6th June.....Syamil hmmm this son of mine yang ini pulak tengah lepas geram di PLKN ....rasa terkurung.... jadi dah balik nie hardly in the house. Schedule dia lagi tight....kalah aku kat office. Ada saja plan dan programme dia dengan member2 dia.

Hmmm hopefully tomorrow I can take everyone to the new waterworld yang baru buka di Sg Petani...at least its the only day I see that can fit the children's schedule......next weekend I can start planning for Syamil's needs for MMU. .7th June we shall be off to Kajang without Syazan and 10th June we shall be back to Sg Petani without Syamil. And Syafiy will have both his parents for himself....looks like its going to be a very quiet trip back to SP.......

So happy holidays everyone.

What a hectic and tiring week for me......physically I m still ok alhamdullillah......but its my brain that really needs a long break.....Kadang kadang tu rasa nak meletup kepala otak nie. Its so frustrating sometime that when you think that you have accomplish something big and resolve the problems........and then all of a sudden the deal got call off for no solid reasons and you are back in square one. All the work and excitement .........Like when you are about to finish the input in the computer and the light went off and you realize that you forget to save it or back it up hmmm.frust tak??.............Urgh....im turning green.........luckily my staff had some senses to stay away from me today and off late my mood has not been good either. Kesian pulak kat depa nie...tak boleh salah sikit aku dah mula naik angin...

Actually decided to take a break lepas solat zuhur just to regain back my composure and decided to take a break and update my blog. At least I am really looking forward for the weekend.....well syamil is coming home..........then theres the final AF5 to watch.....hmmm apa lagi ????Do I really need to have something to look forward for the weekend?????I guess being away from the office is good enough for me........How I wish I could retire early....penat rasanya. Balik kampung tanam jagung lagi elok.

Moody betul aku hari ini......I guess I am going through what women my age has gone through before ....middle age crisis ????.....menopause?????... and thats remind me Im due for my medical check up. So okay lah better call the doctor before I forget and fixed it for this Monday. So have a good and cheerful weekend everybody.